We Were Waiting For You

In the last two years I have had many vivid dreams, which are for me to learn from and experience. Many have changed my life, and have given me insight to other beings, past lives, how I really am, and how many of the different worlds that we do see in this reality how they work. Yesterday was one of those day that I had an amazing dream which has empowered my every being, in more ways than one. One that I am very blessed.

The dream takes place at a church function. I am surrounded by women and I was being yelled at by a woman. What she looked like I do not recall, but I do remember that there were many women surrounding me.

I started to cry because she kept repeating," You got the wrong phone. You got a part." I held the green phone in my hand, and was apologizing while tears of failure ran down my cheeks.

It proceeds from this function, to me now in a church. I can recall sensing my husband there, but I never saw him. As I sat in a chair I could hear the men and women talking about me in negative and hateful way. The pastor was in the middle of a sermon, and I had had enough. I said, "Let's go," to my husband. He said," Are you sure."

"Yes."

I got up and just walked out. I stopped at the door of the church and looked back in and said to all, including the Pastor, "I am so disappointed in all of you. So disappointed." And then we just left.

The next day, I show up at another church function. There I was standing, with like 4 other ladies, and this woman with short blonde hair comes, and stands directly in front of me. She was about 5"6, because I am 5"9, and she said," That was just uncalled for what you did yesterday." I looked at her and just didn't care.

There were metal chairs to one side of the room where everyone could sit. Behind me sat two ladies. I turn around and looked at the lady over my left shoulder. I said to her," I judge no one, but God is the one who judges. Those who did wrong by me will be dealt with, and those who trust are pure to God." The lady looked at me in shock. Now remind you I have no control in this dream so I am telling people how things work. Yes...shocking...I know.

I get up to walk out and the same ladies are saying mean and horrible things about me behind my back. I just look at them and begin to walk away. Then I hesitate. I turn back and look at the ladies. I take like 3 to 4 steps to them and said, "You know who I am?" They looked at me like I had committed a crime. I knew they didn't believe me because I had nothing to show for it, but my confidence, strength, and courage.

"I am a messenger of God." With shock on there faces, I turn back and being to walk to a door I suspect, then I look at the group again, and proceed to say," And you know what I fight demons to." From there I just walkout.

The scene then goes to another church. It is a large church, not a mega church that you see, but relatively large. I was sitting on the left side some 9 rows back, and I noticed they had a band playing. I think it was either Jeremy Camp or another christian singer. I was amazed because I had never been to a concert like this before, and was surprised that this church could afford it.

A man was sitting in front of me. He had fallen asleep, slump in a comfortable position in the pew in front of me. His left arm rested on my left shoulder. He started to being to rub it. I said," Excuse me but don't do that." He wakes up and said,"Oh you don't like that?"

"No," I said, "but you can rest it there, but no massaging it."

I am then take to the whole right side of this building. I know there were two ladies in front of me. I remember saying something to them, but I do not remember. The next thing I know is the lady looks over her left should at me, then looks to the front slightly and begins to take off her face.

I immeditaly stand up, think this was a demon ready to show its self to me. My right hand begins to tense up as I make a ball of light in my hand, ready to attack when ready, but to my surprise she was another being. What she looked like I don't recall, but the lady beside of her no longer looked human, instead she had two heads and was purple. Everyone in the church was no longer human. They were all different beings. The human skin was but a disguise to hide there true identities, just as mine is an Angel of God.

As I stand in amazement, Archangel Gabriel appears standing right in front of me. I was filled with such excitement I wanted to cry. The only other Archangel who has made an appears to me, that I know of is Archangel Michael.  He said," We have been here for a few years now. We have been waiting for you." I gave him this huge hug. I was so happy to see him. There was an angel to my right but I don't remember who he was. I was able to get a side view of us three, and I was wearing my armor. Gabriel had worn this black cape, and black pants. His hair was black, his chest exposed. Archangel's will come as they will to you.

As I woke up from this dream I felt so different. I felt liberated. I asked God, "So you don't want me to care what people thing of me do you?"

He responded by saying, "Yup, because you are who you say you are. You have nothing to be ashamed of because your telling the truth."

That melted my heart, because one thing I have been overcoming is people judging me for who and what I am, and especially not believing me. This time my soul overcame the fear, conquered, and won. I feel so free from all of those who don't believe in me. As long as I am true to who I am then, I shouldn't let the nay sayers stop me from being who I am. I don't judge no one, that isn't my job.

What I am is Faith, twin flame to Archangel Michael, who has come on a mission from God to free all from the darkness. During the day, I am a mother, wife, and spiritual teach, and at night fight demons,  and send them back to God, as well as heal people. That is what I do and I am not ashamed of who and what I am.

This is a true lesson for all to learn. Even if you are on this spiritual journey, don't let anyone tell you who you are. Be true to who you are. Your heart and soul know exactly what you are, and even though it may be hard for you to accept, it is who you are. Life is too short to dwell on what you don't know. Life is meant to explore and have fun.

I am here now. My Archangel Brothers and sisters, angels, and all have been waiting for me to get to this point. I am here and I don't plan on going no where  no time soon.

An Unresovled Conflict Never Goes Unnoticed

An unresolved conflict never goes unnoticed in life, whether it is dealing with a situation, a fear, a loss, a mental aspect, an expectation, a person, or a form of sorts. One must understand that if an unresolved problem keeps popping up, then it is time to reason. One doesn't just say, "Well I am not going to deal with it." No, one takes the time to anaylize the situation, and says to him/herself, "What would I do and would want to happen to me? How would I want to be treated in this situation? And is there more to this story or situation that I haven't yet seen or heard about?" Do this without judgement.

People tend to go into every conflict with already a preconceived notion of there own opinion and what is happening. The verdict has already been made, but a wise one would know that it isn't about getting the last word. That One does not see this as a failure, but a way to grow. Learning from others is very important. Knowing that within every situation lies a task, within that task are test, within the test are verdicts. Did I pass or fail? If you failed do not cry, or succumb to defeat, or belittle yourself, instead ask yourself these question,"How can I improve? What did I do wrong, which when the next task appears that I won't make the same mistake again?" A person always takes the time to learn the lessons. They don't jump to conclusions without knowing all. They learn patience, and they know that with patience comes teachings and a perfect timing to address a situation.

If something keep coming into your life and you just want to ignore it, I can about bet you that it will appear to you maybe not in the original form but in another. God knows what you need to learn. Over looking these task and lessons, one will start to fall backwards in life, and they wonder why they can't go anywhere. Then the thoughts of doubt and pity and fear come into play.

Always know that everyone is going through something and that running from a situation does absolutely nothing. Within ever decision you make is an intention. Now is the intention with good intention or bad? Is the intention to provoke, or to bring peace? Are you wanting to cause pain, or do you want to show that there is no reason to argue and to rise above that which has been brought in front of you?

The choice is yours. God has given us all the freedom of choice. Know no choice is wrong. To walk away or to not walk away? Is the question. Know when to do something. Know that sometimes that walking away is something that must be done for the soul if there is no way of a resolution. Ask God to help you with the situation. Ask God to help heal the hearts of others including your own. Ask God to show you how to deal with situations, and to bring peace to your very being, because without it lies a rumble of chaos. Always remember, that no matter the case, God will still love you. There is no right or wrong path. It just IS.

Have a blessed day...
CB.

Cars Are Like People

Today as I was dropping my friend off to get his car, I was talking to myself, which lead me to a revelation, "Cars are like people."

There are cars that are in need of repair, just like there owner. The car may need inside repairs, out side, or even windows. The turn signal needs a new light bulb, or the tire has went flat and it is time for a new one. All of these are metaphors for the journey one goes through when working on ones self. There isn't any differences. Just because the car may fixed doesn't mean it is broke, it just means that it needs a tune up here and there.

We look at life through mirrors. If the car mirror is broke and we don't like what we see then it is time to get a new one, hence it is time to look at the mirror with new eyes.

All is a reflections. Sometimes the car just totally breaks. There is no way of fixing it, and a new car must be replaced. To me this is symbolism for a new life. I can recall when my 1992 Grand AM, finally went kaput in 2004, and it was just time to get a new one. It was no longer reliable to drive, and plus my husband at the time was being deployed, so I needed something reliable. I went and bough a new Jeep. Little did I know that it was also a reflection of new life. I later found out a week or two after getting the new car, that I was indeed pregnant with our first child. God made it possible. He knew that we needed something a little bigger, so God made it happen.

Always keep in mind much of what we go through in life are metaphors for other things: Houses, nature, boats, bikes, video games, etc... All a metaphor, which has been put here to teach us something about ourselves.