Creatures and Dinosaurs

 Battles and Dinosaurs

I haven't written about my dreams in a long time. Today was a day that I just acted and just allowed myself to be engulfed into another world. In the past I have been afraid to allow myself to go there, while being self aware that I am getting ready to have an out of body experience, but today was a day that I took that plunge into the deep ocean and allowed my self to be free and to float into the world in the great beyond.

As everyday I meditate. My form of mediation is I lay down in my bed and I just listen, and if I see something in my 3rd eye I just pay attention. In the past I didn't like it when I could feel myself go. I could feel my self be lifted out our just zoom out, but in the last few months I have actually enjoyed the adventures, and today was no exception.

You see everything that I experience I experience in my home. I am not allowed to venture out, but to remain home and stay connected, so that is what I do. I am a home body. Granted it didn't start off easy, but I have become accustomed to the new living arrangements, and each day I don't know what to experience.

Today's meditation started off by my seeing my tiger guide. She has beautiful blue eyes. Blue eyes are are brighter, and they can look into the depths of your soul. My soul just emerges when I see them. As I saw her,  I noticed that her eyes were coming closer to her. I knew in this world I needed to relax and just let myself go, because  I knew it was time to travel.

As I sunk into my bed, and became very limp, I took off. I was engulfed in her beautiful eyes, and I was passing through them, just as if they were a bright blue tunnel to any where that my soul desired to experience and learn. I remember being in her eyes, and just passing through them as if a great tunnel had sucked me in with great force. Allowed myself to be free. As I reached to my destination, I remember stepping out of her eyes. There to my right she stood, and then took off running, wanting me to follower her, I took off running. I looked at my surroundings and found that I was in some sort of cargo room. It was metal all over. She headed up the ramp and cut to the left out of the building.

Next I ended up in some military garage. A man was yelling, and I knew that I was some where different. He said, "Who are you?" As I thought about it I said, "I am your superior LT. Gear up your men" He looked at me confused, but he knew to not talk back to a superior. Before I new it, I was beside the same building, up to the right up on the hill. I took my position behind a clear barrier. I was in some military machinery that shot out a red blaze of a lazer to kill the alien being. He tried to flank from my rear, but I was able to cut him off. When the battle was over with, I step out of the machinery and stood on the road, and I wanted to go somewhere different, with a beautiful sky, with trees, and mountain.

Next thing I knew I was in a beautiful forest. The trees stood high as if they never stopped growing. I remember walking and then seeing dinosaur's, but it was like a scene from Jurassic Park. I saw Velociraptors. They were green, and in a metal fence. I tried to change the viewing but it just ended up making it modern times. Like I went from one age to another. This time things felt different.

There was a speaking engagement to welcome all to the new park and to take a look at the knew creature. I looked and yes they were Velociraptor's but as if they had mutated. Now they were a very dark red, not brown, but not yet red either. They had black hard that ran from the top of there head, down to the end of there spine, just where the neck meets the back. They looked ferocious, and ready to have there next meal. Which in a way with all the spectators around looking a the new creatures, it was as if there food was just hanging in front of them ready to be engulf with satisfaction.

They were in a metal fence. Something similar to what you would put a heard of cattle  in, but tall enough that supposedly they couldn't jump out of.

I knew the speaker who was the owner and so help me it was Robert Redford. I don't know what his name was in this world, but it looked just like him. I said, "Where is your home? I need to get in." He looked at me with no hesitation. He had built a bunker, which we an old yellow looking building just behind where he was speaking at, as well as  Velociraptor's, and spectators, and other high established people were.

We made our way just down the hill, and at the end of the building is where he put his small home. "Hurry," I said with enthusiasm in my voice. I knew that time was ticking away and something soon, something dreadful was going to happen. As he looked at all his golden keys he could remember which one opened the door. "Here let me try," as I took the ring of keys out of his hand. There were small and big keys. I just picked one, hoping that my intuition was serving me right.

 I put the key in the key holder and it opened. I was happy that it was the right key. We rushed in. It was a modest place. Small. On the right side of the room was a large tv and some smaller surveillance camera TVs, so he could watch over the park. To the left was his couch and a table. It was a bit cluttered, but it was normal. I closed the door behind us, and I noticed that this place had been here for a while. He had an old style lock on which no longer worked, One that you would just slide into a hole. Now he had the state-of-the-art for lock. You would pull it towards you and it was say, "Door is now locked." I was surprised and wasn't use to this type of technology. I test it twice to see if it did, and the guy said, "It was locked." The next thing I felt was agony. I heard screaming coming from the TV speakers. They had gotten out and was now having there meal. It was a disaster. I didn't look at the TVs but I knew that the creatures were now getting there meal. It wasn't the mans intention for this to happen, but it did.

The next thing I new I am being pulled back into this reality, but I was put into another dream. There I saw my husband from another life, and I was in and out of consciousness. These dreams I don't remember a lot of.

Well that was my adventure for the day. One that was needed. I hope you enjoy reading about my adventure. I hope to share more of my adventures with you all, since I am the lady living in a physical reality, but experiencing in others.

2015 Horoscope

Hello everyone. I haven't been on in a while due to family, and self development. I feel like now is a time of reflection before the new year begins. With the new year upon us, now is the time to look at the lessons we have learned this past year, because with every new year there will be new doors opening up for everyone. With new beginnings also comes with it thoughts. Time to get yourself together and have goals set up for yourself so that you can accomplish them with a positive attitude.

I also feel with the New Year that many changes are coming to single individuals and with the world. Still things in the world are going to be chaotic. Worldly and domestic affairs will arise, and we will be set with new obstacles.

With this being said if you are feeling off this can be what you are feeling. The best thing to do is think positive and get your mind off of it, and meditate frequently, as well as get out in nature,and do something that makes you feel good.

Also 2015 will be a year of "I don't knows." Many of the decisions we make now can change come next year. What you thought that you were suppose to do, something along your very path must come first, but the end result, the main goal you are striving to get to is still there. It is just that there is still other work to be done.

Remember that with every decision you make not only affects your own path but the paths of others. So choose wisely. Don't worry about set backs. Take them as lessons as well.

I also feel like next year will be a year of self care. We tend to neglect ourselves, because we feel like we gotta take care of everyone and everything. Take it into consideration when you take care of yourself you are also taking care of others. Do not fear. Let go of your fears, and conquer them individually.

With money I feel like miracles are going to happen. I feel like lets say a generous donation, or an offer will arise when you need it. I just keep hearing and feel like "Miracle." You will worry about your finances in the moment, but always remind yourself that God is going to take care of you. That you won't do without, but think smart. Make a list of what you want to accomplish with your finances, and then listen to your intuition. Let that be your guide.

Now with the home: I feel like families are going to come together and may are going to separate. I feel like tensions will rise, where once they weren't there. I feel change in people too (good and bad.) Do not worry for all of this is suppose to happen for the greater good.
Communication is going to be key. You must learn to speak to one another, followed by individual actions. It isn't a one way street. Seek counseling or help if need be and don't be afraid to ask for help or guidance.

Friendships are going to also be a factor for next year. People who have been taken out of your life who you were once friends with will make an entrance into your life again. This will be a test for you. Take it one day at a time. Family members who you no longer speak to will come to the for front. They will embrace you like never before, because relationship you have with others will dissolve, and God is going to send in new people to fill those gaps.

Occupations: New opportunities. This will be a year where one door closes and a new door opens. Do not get greedy. If there is a job you want you may have to take a lower position, but know that your goal is at the end of this. You will reach it. Money should be the last thing on your mind, because with a positive mind comes positive opportunities. Some of you will get your dream job. Set your intentions to where you want them and watch them manifest in this world. Do not forget to take chances.

Pets: Watch your pets closely because you will see them for what they are. Many of your pets are your guardians, your protectors, your guides. They will enter the dream world and guide you and show you things. If you have past that have passed they will start showing themselves to you in the dream world. Many more animals will act more human because you are only seeing the physical part of them and not the spiritual. The spiritual is human or another form so be aware of this when you see them act more human.

Spirits: Spirits are going to be showing themselves even more. With the veils totally gone they will start manifesting into our physical world.The good, bad, and the ugly will show themselves to people, to prove that they do exist or that they transitioned from one life to another. Darkness still grows. Be aware of possessions more than usual. Things in your house will move around a lot more. You may hear more voices than usual. These will be good and bad spirits doing these, so always pay attention to the energy that is in your home. As always if it feels bad, please seek help.

So this is what I am feeling for the up coming year. Yea, I know it is early but when something needs to be said, it is nothing like the present. Please feel free to share what you feel for the up coming year. Much love to you all. xx xx From Casey

We Were Waiting For You

In the last two years I have had many vivid dreams, which are for me to learn from and experience. Many have changed my life, and have given me insight to other beings, past lives, how I really am, and how many of the different worlds that we do see in this reality how they work. Yesterday was one of those day that I had an amazing dream which has empowered my every being, in more ways than one. One that I am very blessed.

The dream takes place at a church function. I am surrounded by women and I was being yelled at by a woman. What she looked like I do not recall, but I do remember that there were many women surrounding me.

I started to cry because she kept repeating," You got the wrong phone. You got a part." I held the green phone in my hand, and was apologizing while tears of failure ran down my cheeks.

It proceeds from this function, to me now in a church. I can recall sensing my husband there, but I never saw him. As I sat in a chair I could hear the men and women talking about me in negative and hateful way. The pastor was in the middle of a sermon, and I had had enough. I said, "Let's go," to my husband. He said," Are you sure."

"Yes."

I got up and just walked out. I stopped at the door of the church and looked back in and said to all, including the Pastor, "I am so disappointed in all of you. So disappointed." And then we just left.

The next day, I show up at another church function. There I was standing, with like 4 other ladies, and this woman with short blonde hair comes, and stands directly in front of me. She was about 5"6, because I am 5"9, and she said," That was just uncalled for what you did yesterday." I looked at her and just didn't care.

There were metal chairs to one side of the room where everyone could sit. Behind me sat two ladies. I turn around and looked at the lady over my left shoulder. I said to her," I judge no one, but God is the one who judges. Those who did wrong by me will be dealt with, and those who trust are pure to God." The lady looked at me in shock. Now remind you I have no control in this dream so I am telling people how things work. Yes...shocking...I know.

I get up to walk out and the same ladies are saying mean and horrible things about me behind my back. I just look at them and begin to walk away. Then I hesitate. I turn back and look at the ladies. I take like 3 to 4 steps to them and said, "You know who I am?" They looked at me like I had committed a crime. I knew they didn't believe me because I had nothing to show for it, but my confidence, strength, and courage.

"I am a messenger of God." With shock on there faces, I turn back and being to walk to a door I suspect, then I look at the group again, and proceed to say," And you know what I fight demons to." From there I just walkout.

The scene then goes to another church. It is a large church, not a mega church that you see, but relatively large. I was sitting on the left side some 9 rows back, and I noticed they had a band playing. I think it was either Jeremy Camp or another christian singer. I was amazed because I had never been to a concert like this before, and was surprised that this church could afford it.

A man was sitting in front of me. He had fallen asleep, slump in a comfortable position in the pew in front of me. His left arm rested on my left shoulder. He started to being to rub it. I said," Excuse me but don't do that." He wakes up and said,"Oh you don't like that?"

"No," I said, "but you can rest it there, but no massaging it."

I am then take to the whole right side of this building. I know there were two ladies in front of me. I remember saying something to them, but I do not remember. The next thing I know is the lady looks over her left should at me, then looks to the front slightly and begins to take off her face.

I immeditaly stand up, think this was a demon ready to show its self to me. My right hand begins to tense up as I make a ball of light in my hand, ready to attack when ready, but to my surprise she was another being. What she looked like I don't recall, but the lady beside of her no longer looked human, instead she had two heads and was purple. Everyone in the church was no longer human. They were all different beings. The human skin was but a disguise to hide there true identities, just as mine is an Angel of God.

As I stand in amazement, Archangel Gabriel appears standing right in front of me. I was filled with such excitement I wanted to cry. The only other Archangel who has made an appears to me, that I know of is Archangel Michael.  He said," We have been here for a few years now. We have been waiting for you." I gave him this huge hug. I was so happy to see him. There was an angel to my right but I don't remember who he was. I was able to get a side view of us three, and I was wearing my armor. Gabriel had worn this black cape, and black pants. His hair was black, his chest exposed. Archangel's will come as they will to you.

As I woke up from this dream I felt so different. I felt liberated. I asked God, "So you don't want me to care what people thing of me do you?"

He responded by saying, "Yup, because you are who you say you are. You have nothing to be ashamed of because your telling the truth."

That melted my heart, because one thing I have been overcoming is people judging me for who and what I am, and especially not believing me. This time my soul overcame the fear, conquered, and won. I feel so free from all of those who don't believe in me. As long as I am true to who I am then, I shouldn't let the nay sayers stop me from being who I am. I don't judge no one, that isn't my job.

What I am is Faith, twin flame to Archangel Michael, who has come on a mission from God to free all from the darkness. During the day, I am a mother, wife, and spiritual teach, and at night fight demons,  and send them back to God, as well as heal people. That is what I do and I am not ashamed of who and what I am.

This is a true lesson for all to learn. Even if you are on this spiritual journey, don't let anyone tell you who you are. Be true to who you are. Your heart and soul know exactly what you are, and even though it may be hard for you to accept, it is who you are. Life is too short to dwell on what you don't know. Life is meant to explore and have fun.

I am here now. My Archangel Brothers and sisters, angels, and all have been waiting for me to get to this point. I am here and I don't plan on going no where  no time soon.

An Unresovled Conflict Never Goes Unnoticed

An unresolved conflict never goes unnoticed in life, whether it is dealing with a situation, a fear, a loss, a mental aspect, an expectation, a person, or a form of sorts. One must understand that if an unresolved problem keeps popping up, then it is time to reason. One doesn't just say, "Well I am not going to deal with it." No, one takes the time to anaylize the situation, and says to him/herself, "What would I do and would want to happen to me? How would I want to be treated in this situation? And is there more to this story or situation that I haven't yet seen or heard about?" Do this without judgement.

People tend to go into every conflict with already a preconceived notion of there own opinion and what is happening. The verdict has already been made, but a wise one would know that it isn't about getting the last word. That One does not see this as a failure, but a way to grow. Learning from others is very important. Knowing that within every situation lies a task, within that task are test, within the test are verdicts. Did I pass or fail? If you failed do not cry, or succumb to defeat, or belittle yourself, instead ask yourself these question,"How can I improve? What did I do wrong, which when the next task appears that I won't make the same mistake again?" A person always takes the time to learn the lessons. They don't jump to conclusions without knowing all. They learn patience, and they know that with patience comes teachings and a perfect timing to address a situation.

If something keep coming into your life and you just want to ignore it, I can about bet you that it will appear to you maybe not in the original form but in another. God knows what you need to learn. Over looking these task and lessons, one will start to fall backwards in life, and they wonder why they can't go anywhere. Then the thoughts of doubt and pity and fear come into play.

Always know that everyone is going through something and that running from a situation does absolutely nothing. Within ever decision you make is an intention. Now is the intention with good intention or bad? Is the intention to provoke, or to bring peace? Are you wanting to cause pain, or do you want to show that there is no reason to argue and to rise above that which has been brought in front of you?

The choice is yours. God has given us all the freedom of choice. Know no choice is wrong. To walk away or to not walk away? Is the question. Know when to do something. Know that sometimes that walking away is something that must be done for the soul if there is no way of a resolution. Ask God to help you with the situation. Ask God to help heal the hearts of others including your own. Ask God to show you how to deal with situations, and to bring peace to your very being, because without it lies a rumble of chaos. Always remember, that no matter the case, God will still love you. There is no right or wrong path. It just IS.

Have a blessed day...
CB.

Cars Are Like People

Today as I was dropping my friend off to get his car, I was talking to myself, which lead me to a revelation, "Cars are like people."

There are cars that are in need of repair, just like there owner. The car may need inside repairs, out side, or even windows. The turn signal needs a new light bulb, or the tire has went flat and it is time for a new one. All of these are metaphors for the journey one goes through when working on ones self. There isn't any differences. Just because the car may fixed doesn't mean it is broke, it just means that it needs a tune up here and there.

We look at life through mirrors. If the car mirror is broke and we don't like what we see then it is time to get a new one, hence it is time to look at the mirror with new eyes.

All is a reflections. Sometimes the car just totally breaks. There is no way of fixing it, and a new car must be replaced. To me this is symbolism for a new life. I can recall when my 1992 Grand AM, finally went kaput in 2004, and it was just time to get a new one. It was no longer reliable to drive, and plus my husband at the time was being deployed, so I needed something reliable. I went and bough a new Jeep. Little did I know that it was also a reflection of new life. I later found out a week or two after getting the new car, that I was indeed pregnant with our first child. God made it possible. He knew that we needed something a little bigger, so God made it happen.

Always keep in mind much of what we go through in life are metaphors for other things: Houses, nature, boats, bikes, video games, etc... All a metaphor, which has been put here to teach us something about ourselves.